completely floored

I have been to the courtcase concerning my son's death. THE cse was dismissed by the Judge. So it is ok to drive around in the mountins and kill people?Can't believe it. tghey say there is nothing i CAN DO wHAT IS GOING ON IN nz/. If I want to persue this case further, I have to come p with lot of money , basically before anyone will help me, Well cn anyone help? IS there anyone else out there who thinks it is unfir that someone who is driving a 4wd AND jumps out leaving his pasangers in an out of control vehicle, carrering down a steep valley/ Ny son was crushed to death. I spent over $ 3oo, ooo on his education alone, and have since spent thousnds on his funreral, lawyers, who havent done anything to help, etc. where can I go forward on this?