well it is now December. i don't know how to get people to look at my blog, but anyway, i have finished at Art School now, and graduate a couple of weeks ago. now i am looking for a place to live, Found beautiful garden last night where I HAVE BEEN INVITED TO GO AND PAINT.
It is full of roses, fox gloves, hellebores, lovely colours etc. Today i am waiting, Arron said he would call round, I cleaned the car, as John has arrived from Scotland and will se it for a few weeks. Still no further with anything re Liam, and the fact that there has been no responsibility taken for his death. I gave all the relevant ppers to a woman lawyer, only to be told she couldn't do anything for me, and another big bill.
I've been down to Piano flatit is so beautifll down there I just ant to stay there, but had to come back. judy said to come down any time.

completely floored

I have been to the courtcase concerning my son's death. THE cse was dismissed by the Judge. So it is ok to drive around in the mountins and kill people?Can't believe it. tghey say there is nothing i CAN DO wHAT IS GOING ON IN nz/. If I want to persue this case further, I have to come p with lot of money , basically before anyone will help me, Well cn anyone help? IS there anyone else out there who thinks it is unfir that someone who is driving a 4wd AND jumps out leaving his pasangers in an out of control vehicle, carrering down a steep valley/ Ny son was crushed to death. I spent over $ 3oo, ooo on his education alone, and have since spent thousnds on his funreral, lawyers, who havent done anything to help, etc. where can I go forward on this?

Mind body soul Arrowtown

This weekend i will be doing auragraphs in Arrowtown on Sunday, so if anyone wants to get their lives sorted out now is the time

Easter holls

Well i have gone a long way since the last time I wrote anything on my blog. the police constable on m,y sons case died recently. I went to his funeral. he was a good chap. Since then things have been getting better for me, in the fact that I have been getting looked after better, my life is moving on. Iv'e even met a man, with whom I seem to spend quite a bit of time . I am supposed to be writing an essay for school, but get easily sidetracked. All I like doing is painting, and being in Central Otago. I think I still need healing after my son's death. I have to attend a court case in Queenstown on Monday. the driver of the 4WD that crushed Liam hasn't even appeared before a Judge yet, and it is allmost a year now. This only prolongs the whole process. but then perhaps we shouldn't move on too quickly. one slowly moves on.
i haver spent all morning looking at the video of Susan Boyle. She is just such a beautiful huyman being. her singing is so moving, that i xcan't even think of writing. I WISH I HAD GOT BETTER AT my electronic arts as I want to post that video on this site so that it is a part of my world too. i will definately buy her CDs so that i can play them in my sports car, as i cruise along with the top downon a beautiful sunny day. She makes me really want to live how I truely feel. We should all be lilving our dreams.